Loss

trav and red

I took this photo almost a year ago. The winged sumac was getting redder and bolder and I was looking forward to getting another shot.

Monday morning I met a young guy with a brush cutter at just this spot. He’d already cut a several-foot swath on both sides of the trail. He looked a little bewildered. I said hi to him, he mumbled hi to me. Travvy seemed to make him nervous so we kept walking.

By Tuesday morning he had finished the job.

scalped sumac

Such a small loss as losses go, but it choked me up. The brush cutter wasn’t to blame, of course. He was working for the Sheriff’s Meadow Foundation (SMF), which owns this little triangular parcel across from the West Tisbury School. SMF is already one of my least-favorite island organizations, not least for their successful legal campaign to deprive Ben Ramsey and Nisa Counter of their Chilmark land. This doesn’t make me like them any better.

scalped sumac 2The winged sumac will grow back, of course. Maybe next year the “conservationists” will hold their fire till the color passes.

Monday afternoon a young man from my town was killed up the road from me when his car crashed into a tree. I didn’t know him and don’t know his family, but two degrees of separation must be the max on Martha’s Vineyard and several of my friends did. He’s gone. No appeal. Not coming back. Those who live on will make do as best they can.

My heart is moved by all I cannot save:
so much has been destroyed

I have to cast my lot with those
who age after age, perversely,

with no extraordinary power,
reconstitute the world.

— Adrienne Rich, “Natural Resources”

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About Susanna J. Sturgis

Susanna edits for a living, writes to survive, and has two blogs going on WordPress. "From the Seasonally Occupied Territories" is about being a year-round resident of Martha's Vineyard. "Write Through It" is about writing, editing, and how to keep going.
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5 Responses to Loss

  1. Sharon Stewart says:

    I read this twice today, and both times I cried.

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  2. susan robinson says:

    Great combination of words and pictures to make the quality of the loss clear.

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  3. Shirley says:

    Amen…..

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  4. tompostpile says:

    A far better time to cut invasives is in July, when their energy has been spent on growth and when food stores for the winter have not been laid down in the roots. You’d get color in the fall regrowth, and have your cake’n’eatit too. We have lost far too many of our fields. The labor to keep and maintain them is mucho….

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